life we'll never get to have — a cassette tape for jojosh :')

A personal message on this cassette for jojosh :')

hi jojosh, it's been a month since we've ended, and now our breakup has lasted more than our relationship ever had. i guess it's hard for me because i got to picture a future with you and i dont think ive ever looked into the future that far ahead before, but when i had you, i had so much to look forward to in the future or so i thought. i'll forever grieve the home we'll never get to have. the one where we promised there'd be no shouting, fighting and chaos. the one where we raise our kid and i get to have my flower garden and we get to have bedroom design battle to, the one where i get to make you breakfast and you watching me bake. i loved you more than i've ever loved anyone. well, there's nothing left to look forward to with you anymore. but i promise that i will make our ideal home come true just maybe not with you anymore. love, jempot :')