to my dearest beloved — a cassette tape for guiah

A personal message on this cassette for guiah

you made my life so much better and brighter. before you, my life was in shambles and i lost my will for everything. when i first noticed that my feelings might not be platonic anymore, i got scared. scared that i might lose you as my bestfriend, scared that im gonna get hurt again. i was supposed to just let it fly by, i never thought of pursuing it, i didn't want to risk our friendship. when you kissed me that night, i had a bit of hope na maybe you did like me back. then a week after that, we happened! :D it was a rollercoaster but for the first time in a while, i felt something, the butterflies, the small signs that doesn't feel so small, overanalyzing our little interactions, the "casual" hugs. after months of feeling numb, you're the reason why i started to feel something again. thank you for making me feel this way, thank you for making me feel that i am able to love again. mahal na mahal kita, here's to a lifetime with you <3 forever yours, with love, 🤓😘